One Thing....

I have been thinking a lot about change.  I'm sure we all have things in our life we want to change.  Whether it be eating right, breaking a habit that we are bound to or just being more consistent in our devotions or exercise we all have things we want to do differently.  I am beginning to realize the only way to change things is by taking one thing at a time. 

I am a person who wants to jump in totally at once and  then quickly gets discouraged.  That is not a good thing when it comes to making changes in real life.   We need to start slow and make the changes one at a time.  I have heard if you do something for 6 weeks it becomes a habit.  So choose something you really want to change in your life and do it.....one day at a time.....for 6 weeks and see what happens.  I'm ready!!  See, there I go again,  ready to jump right in and fall flat on my face. But that's OK.  At least I have determination and for some of my issues it will take real determination. 

I need to lose about 100 pounds. There, I have said it.  Yes, that is a BIG goal.  But, you know, if I take one day at a time and change the way I look at it, it will happen.  This will mean changing my eating (and cooking) habits and adding exercise to my already busy life. 

I say my "cooking"  habits because I recently decided that I show my love by cooking and baking things I know people will enjoy.  I just love to get in the kitchen and create things I know people like to eat.  Now tell me how to overcome that.  It is really hard to make homemade cinnamon rolls from Helen Deitz recipe and not want to eat them.  Any of you that knew Helen know that her rolls were wonderful.  I'm not saying that mine are near as good as hers but they are good and I love to make them for people.  I made a big batch for Valentine's Day and gave them away (but ate a few in the meantime). 

I try to be disciplined and not eat what I make and sometimes I succeed but more likely not.  So, tell me, do I quit baking and feel depressed or continue and try to be superdieter and leave it alone.  I realize I should have willpower and I'm sure as I lose the weight it will feel so good I might be able to pass things up but I'm scared that won't happen. 

So I have decided, with God's help, I am taking one day at a time and do whatever I have to do to get through that day.  If I need to bake for some occasion I will make sure nothing is left in my kitchen for temping me the next day.  If I slip up I will be ready to pick right back up where I left off. 

I am declaring today as my new start to an old problem.  I will keep you updated on my progress.  Let me know if you want to join me in this journey.  You know the saying the more the merrier.    

Thank God for our new blessing!

Zara Chriselda Ann Cheriyan
Born 3/7/2011 @ 8:25 pm
6 lb 11 oz    -    19" long

Little Zara is now a week old and it is time to welcome her publicly into our family.   She is already such a little blessing who has wrapped her self around Neena and Papa's hearts already.   

Congratulations Carolyn and George!  You did good!!

RANDOM THOUGHTS.....

Did you ever wonder why we have such a hard time doing something we know we should?  Why not just do it?  Why do we play games with ourselves knowing what the end result has to be? 

I have decided that there are some things that no one can do for me and really they probably don't care anyway.  I have to do them myself.  I have to pull myself up by my boot straps and take control of the situation!  (the bad thing is I don't wear boots....but you know what I mean).  We have all been there at one time or another.  A real  "ah ha" moment when we realize we are responsible for our own destiny, you might say.  Although God is our ultimate authority we do have to answer for ourselves.

So, I say all that to say this.  I have made a HUGE commitment to myself to accomplish some things in the near future.  No, this is not a New Years Resolution and it probably isn't earth shattering to anyone but me.  But I am going on record as saying it is going to happen.  There!  As my mother-in-law used to say, "I've said it and I'm glad."

On another note, we are enjoying some spring like weather.  We have all had our share of the usual gunk that is going around but thank God is hasn't been as bad as some.  I attribute that to the fact that Jay'v and I pretty much just stay here all snug and warm and away from all the germs....LOL.  We will get out when the weather gets real nice and the germs are gone.

We are looking forward to the newest arrival of the Sherron clan within the next couple of weeks.  Carolyn and George are all ready to welcome baby Zara.  She can make her entrance just any time.  Her little pink room is ready and waiting for her homecoming.

It is amazing how different babies are.  Carolyn was my impatient one.  I had false labor from six months on.  I actually spent the night in the hospital twice getting the labor to stop because she was impatient to get here.  She was actually born 3 1/2 weeks early.  Zara is due in 1 1/2 weeks and  Carolyn hasn't felt much of anything.  That doesn't mean she won't go tomorrow but she sure has been a calm baby as far as that goes.  We hope that continues for Mommy and Daddy's sake.

The Sherron house is kind of in an uproar right now.  Charlie is between jobs for a few weeks so we decided to remodel the master bathroom.  These projects are always such a mess and always seem to run into unexpected twists and turns but the end result will be worth it.  Maybe I'll post pictures after it is all done. 

Does anyone need a recipe for homemade pizza crust that tastes just like frozen pizza....LOL.  Seriously, I love to make things with yeast dough and usually have great success but not this time. I recently bought a new cookbook that is all baking and mostly yeast dough and even though I have a good pizza crust recipe I thought I would try this one since it looked so good.  Well, the dough was so stiff even with not using all the flour that I just knew it wasn't going to rise good.  (and I was right).  This dough was so heavy and stiff I just rolled it out and made some cheesy bread sticks with it.  Wasn't so bad that way. Then I made my old tried and true recipe  and proceeded with my pizzas.  A lesson learned.  I don't usually make a "new" recipe when I have am having company but it worked out since they were running late and my recipe only has to rise for 15 minutes.  So, remember,  if you want a recipe to taste just like that old frozen pizza just let me know....I have it. 

Sorry this has been kind of rambling but I did warn you.  Now time to move some more stuff out of the bathroom so my own personal "Bob the Builder" can proceed with making a mess in order to make it beautiful. 

"I will figure it out...."

My 3 year old grandson wasn't feeling well last evening and asked me to cuddle with him.  I sat down for a few minutes of cuddle time but needed to finish supper so couldn't stay as long as he wanted.  When I started to get up he wanted me to stay.  I told him I needed to finish Papa's supper, to which he promptly responded, "I can do it." When I asked him what he meant he said it again.  Laughing I asked how he was going to do that and he said, "I don't know, but I can figure it out."  Then he proceeded to put a finger to his chin and hum as if he was trying to figure it out. 

About that time Charlie came in and Jay'von went running to tell him that he needed to go back to the car.  Of course Charlie was very confused as he isn't used to being met at the door with a command to go back and get in his car. He wanted to know if we needed to go somewhere but Jay'v told him no, "WE*STILL*NEED*TO*COOK*YOUR*FOOD"! Of course said very slowly and adamantly, with much hand waving (doesn't get that from his Neena or anything).  It was so cute. 

As I was sitting thinking about this last night I realized that's what we do with God sometimes.  We try to take on things he already has under control, even though we don't have any idea what we are doing.  We try "to figure it out".  I am so guilty of this.  I need to learn that even as I had everything in the kitchen taken care of and really didn't need Jay'von's help, God has my life already planned and taken care of and doesn't need my help to make it right.  If I just sit back and let him do it, it will come out right.  I remember someone (I think it was Sheila Wolfe) saying to imagine  we are on a tandem bike....God is in in front and doing the steering.  We are in the back and just need to follow along. We have to keep pedaling and not drag our feet, and of course lean the right way in a curve, but we don't need to worry about steering the right direction.  He has all that under control.  Sometimes I tend to want to change places with him and get in the drivers seat.  I just need to remind myself that I am the rider in this life.  God is my Father and He will take me through.

This was a real important lesson for me right now.  January and February are not my best months.  I need lots of sunshine (and we aren't getting much).  And I tend to get depressed and SAD.  And when that happens I do tend to forget that God is in control of every situation. Thank God for his guidance even if he uses a very funny 3 year old.

I'M A WINNER!!!

My wonderful, high speed, satellite Internet was not so wonderful yesterday.  As a matter of fact, it isn't most days anymore.  I'm not sure what is going on but plan on making a call today to see why my server isn't responding most of the time at least 4 days of the week. But aside from all that, I find that I am a winner in the drawing held over at ourshelteringtree.blogspot.com .  If you haven't visited their blog yet you are missing something.  They have a very unique situation with a mother and her two daughters blogging together.  They all have great, encouraging things to say.  You definitely would benefit from checking them out and add them to your list of blogs your read regularly.  They have wonderful ideas about many things from decorating, to recipes, to how to live our lives pleasing to God. Of course that is the most important aspect.  We all need help and encouragement in our daily walk with God and Pam and her family have lots of  God given talent they are willing to share.  Thanks, Pam, Melanie, Emily (and of course, Morgan) for starting your wonderful blog and for the gift. God knows when we need a lift.

Christmas Eve and Random thoughts.....

I was born into a large family.  We hear a lot these days about large families and that was us.  No we didn't have 17 or 19 or whatever but there were 6 of us and really that is a lot.  Especially since we are all now grown with families of our own.  Of course we all have spouses, so that makes 12. Then add the 16 grandchildren and 13 1/2 great grandchildren for a total of 41.  And we can't forget who started it all! So with just my immediate family we have a total of 43 1/2 people. Quite impressive, I think. Maybe not what the Duggers will have in a few years but still a large family.  And with a group that large it is hard for all of us to get together in the winter in one house since we can't spread out outside.  So, I said all that to say this....We have to rent a building for our Semi Annual Christmas Eve Fish Fry.  This year we rented the Arden Community Center about 20 minutes from us.  Most of the family were able to be there.  There were some circumstances that hindered some from coming and I feel bad about that.  I know our families are all spreading out and we have traditions of our own but I will be an advocate of this for as long as possible.  Of course I am the one that has no family on the other side to spend the off year with so I do look forward to these "together" years.  

So here goes.....hope your eyeballs don't pop out from all the pics but there was so much going on it is hard to pic just a few.

First of all I am posting this for my Mom.  Mom has lost almost 40 pounds in the last year and complains because she can't lose the last few pounds.  This first picture was taken at Carolyn and George's wedding in October of 2008.  Wouldn't you agree that she has done great! These are beautiful before and after pics as far as I'm concerned.

  

The rest of these are in no special order, just kind of random.  I will try to caption so you know who and what (sometimes that's hard to tell...lol). Hope you enjoy them.



Not sure what this  is...Jeremy is acting out his story and we probably don't even want to know...LOL





We set up a craft table in the corner for the little ones.  Shannon and Carolyn both brought stuff for them to work on.

This is Allie, Carrington, Austin, Devin, Kenzie, and Jay'v.





One of the chief cooks....my brother Rick.  Doesn't he look great almost 60 pounds lighter. He's my inspiration!!

My sister-in-law Tonia cooking Hush Puppies.  You just have to taste them to see if they're right.

My sister, Donna.  She's really concentrating on all that food. 

The end result.....

Uncle Curt trying to see if his belly is bigger then Carolyn's preggo one!

Girl cousins picture.....Sarah, Courtney, Carolyn and Jody.

All the women after the Chinese gift exchange...and we still loved each other!!!



All the men including Jeremy with his "man purse" that they fought over!

So there, you have it.  We're kind of crazy, but a lovable bunch.  As you can see, this has become a big thing attended by some friends also.  We say the more, the merrier!! And we do know how to be merry....especially when you get us all together. 

By the way, I am thinking of starting a food blog with recipes.....what do you think?  Should I????

Coming up next....our family Christmas and Court's birthday....hopefully before 3 weeks goes by.

Church Christmas Program....

If you're not me or my immediate family you will probably find this boring because these pictures are just of our kids....I've got a lot more so if your kids were in it and you want to see them, just let me know.

Our Christmas program was entitled "An Old Fashioned CHRISTmas with CHRIST in it".  They actually decorated the church with pine garland and paper chains with strings of popcorn hanging from the candelabras. It was beautiful and looked so authentic.  Andrea has a wonderful gift for decorating.

Jay'von saying "Happy Birthday, Jesus!"

Breanna



C.J.



The pine garland and paper chains....I didn't get the popcorn :(



This is the whole group singing at the end



Jody and Lennie singing   -  (this one's for Granny)

We wanted to get pictures of everyone while they were all dressed up for the program but it is hard to get them together.  The following pictures will show you how hard....lol.

Finally, one that worked.....C.J. (8), Breanna (9), and Jay'von (3)

 Then we tried to add Neena and Papa to the mix and had more fun.  Charlie's eyes are very sensitive to the flash and he shuts them when photographed.  We have tried all the usual remedies and still have many pictures through the years with his eyes shut.  This time was no exception but we did get a couple that were tolerable. :)

This is a prime example.....everyone is fine, except his eyes are closed.  We actually had family pictures taken once when the kids were small and he had his eyes closed in every one.  The next one is the only one that worked.

I wanted to get pictures of everyone but after all that everyone was done.  That was the best we could do for one night. 

My extended family is quite large.  I have 5 siblings plus our spouses, our children and in some cases their children.  When we are all together there are sixty some of us.  Every other year we all get together for Christmas, and guess what.  This was the year.  So my next post will have pictures of our semi annual Christmas Eve Fish Fry......coming soon!